I slept for 11 hours last night, and I am still feeling tired. See, I really need plenty of rest.
As usual, Saturday is always my working day when school starts. So, eight hours of work today. It wasn't that bad afterall. Just that my body's muscles are aching due to the S&W yesterday. :(
School started proper lessons on Wednesday, and every modules started off with dry theory. Every modules seem so new and tough to me now. And I totally have no idea if I can cope with it. Well, I know this year would be even tougher, but I'm not going to give up no matter what. (: I am really glad that there is PEACE in class. And I hope this continues, thoughout the year. Well, perhaps, everything takes time to make up. (:
I was reading my dear cousin's blog earlier and I came across this particular post on her SIM University's Graduation Ceremony, which she posted recently. Just by strolling down and looking at each an every one of the photos, they really makes me tear. Firstly, she is only in her early twenties, and she is a University Cert's holder. Secondly, I really admire her determination and perseverance. No matter how much or how tough the obstacles were, she will pull herself through and overcome it without fail. Thirdly, the smile of contentments, fulfillments and satisfactions on her parents' and friends around her. The warmth really touched my heart alot. Sometimes, I really feel so shameful for myself, I feel so small as compared to others. For once, I took the wrong path, and I am going to regret for life. Looking at friends around me going into Poly with the course they are interested in, really makes me feel so regretful. I know if I want to succeed, I will have to pay double the price and hard work for everything from now on. Hopefully, those scene of the photos will always encourage me and act as my motivator thoughout. Yahs, enough of that. I think I am going to get some rest soon. There are homeworks waiting for me to complete tomorrow.