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Ngee Ann Polytechnic

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♥ MUSIC ♥

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

As usual, school was GREAT! :D Edeline, XuanWei, ShuJuan&I went to Junction 8 for our lunch this afternoon, as we were dismissed half an hour early for BzF, & PE starts only two hours later. (: Walked around&walked back school for a change before PE starts. PE was fun as we had a combined lesson with IET. Bridge Leaders took over & leaded us along with so interesting games. x)

Yes, IQH is loved! (:

It's time for the photos to do the talking! xD

(XuanWei is the photographer, that's why she's not in the photo.)

They are my new sweeties. (:

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5:13:00 pm

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Sighs! :-(((

It's the end of my weekends again! x(

There's school again tomorrow's morning, plus CCA after that till late evening. =.=

Sleeping early tonight! (:

I realised, I still love you.

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8:25:00 pm

Friday, April 25, 2008

School is fun&interesting! &I'm loving my class, IQH more&more! (:

Anyway, I watched 'SuperHero Movie' with ShiYi&Ah Pui last evening at Plaza Singapura. It was funny, plus a little lame. But, still nice! x)

Homeworks are waiting for me to be completed!~ x(

Well, I have three good new friends for me ever since school started. (:

&let the photos do the talking! xD

They are my SUNSHINE, whom brighten up my day! (:

I SUPER LOVE THEM! xD

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2:00:00 pm

Monday, April 21, 2008

I slept at 0130 AM & woke up at 0530 AM today! Just four hours of sleep. x( I was feeling so sleepy during lessons, nearly fall asleep. Basically, it was just theory lessons through out the whole day. We were dismissed a little early, &walked all the way out to Junction 8. Initially, we planned to get a new school bag, ended up didn't. x( Had tea-break at Mos Burger with PingYing&ShuJuan. After that, all left to meet boyfriends. &I went back home. (:

Wha lau!~ The weather nowadays are so damn hot! Can die of dehydration mans! =.=

So, maybe sleeping quite early tonight, if nobody calls me up. (:

Good night!

Whenever the phone rings, I prayed hard that you was the one. x(

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8:00:00 pm

Sunday, April 20, 2008

I'm back! Went for ChuShi at 255's Temple in the late evening. I thought it will end rather late around nine or ten, but it ended around eight plus. =.= &ShiFu sent me home as the boys need to put back the stagings at Sembawang. (: I'm dead tired today! I'm off to sleep soon, as there is school for me at eight in the next morning! xD

*Perhaps, I had made a very wrong decision to turn up today. x(

But well, I turned up, &I just can't do anything about it.

Sad sad sad!

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10:00:00 pm

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Well, I would say it's a boring day for me. X( &ShiYi introduced me a new game, MU. It's something similar to Dota. I had a hard time figuring out every single actions&movements. =.= It's fun anyway. Thanks! (:

&&&,

He sent me these...

He claimed this piggy here is him! xD

He clamied this froggy here is me! =.=

Byes! (:

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8:21:00 pm

Friday ; 18th April 2008

Friday has always been a short&easyday, as school ends at eleven. (: Well, PingYing&ShuJuan didn't turn up for school, &thus I was together with another click of new friends - XuanWei, Edeline&WanXin. We had Accounting Fundemental for the first one hour, &had a talk in the Auditorium, &followed by a mini performance held by different CCAs. After much thoughts&decision with the three girls, we signed up for Photograpghy Club. That's maybe the most relaxing one though. xD We left school after that. (:

Trained down to AMK Station to meet ShiYi. Due to my delays, he waited for me for an hour. I apologised for that. (: Bused to his house, as he insisted to go home have a shower. So nice of him to help me bring a jacket along. (: &Again, bused to Plaza Singapura to meet his another two brothers - AhPui&GenJie. We were late for almost an hour, I guessed. =.= Bought tickets for 'The Forbidden Kingdoms'. &We had out lunch at Long John Silver before heading to play LAN. (: They accompanied me with Audition for one hour, &Dota for the next hour. They are nice people, indeed. Due to the time, we cabbed back for the movie. (: After movie, I&GenJie trained back home, whereas, ShiYi&AhPui went back to play LAN.

All I can say, it's a W-O-N-D-E-R-F-U-L day! Thanks guys! (:

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11:00:00 am

Thursday, April 17, 2008

I'm so, so, so BUSY recently!
So, will not be updating my blog so often, maybe just on the weekends. x)

Seeya soon! xD

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10:10:00 pm

Sunday, April 13, 2008

DAMN!~ I woke up at five-thirty this morning cause of the bloody event. And ended up, we get back nothing, not even a piece of shit! Well, don't talk about it already, nothing much to blog about today lahs! I'm super duper tired now. Arghs! =.=

ShiJie's precious son! Cute ehs! (:

&again. I dotes him so much, alrights! (:

On bus 855. :D

&Lastly, a photo of myself. XP

Tomorrow will be the first day of school for me! &I'm feeling rather nervous. Wonders, how are the people there, how condusive are the environment, how are the teachers there, etc.. Just hope everything will turn out fine! X) Gonna turn in early tonight! So, seeya soon! (:

I simply hate the way you looked at me.

Stop that, okays.

Sighs! X(

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6:24:00 pm

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Alrights, I'm back to blog again! (: Okays, after two hours discussion last night, I was supposed to wake up early this morning, &meet Ray for Vivo City. But, I overslept&woke up at eleven, &there goes my everything! Thanks god, it was raining during the early afternoon, so even if we went, we wouldn't be able to enjoy the scenery at Vivo City. Come to worst, that asshole didn't wake me up though he knew I overslept! And so, it's not all my fault horhs! The weather&Ray are to be blamed too! :DDD

The trip to Vivo City was therefore cancelled, &ended up I was at NorthPoint with Delphia, YilLiang, Lawrence, AhBoy, AhBee, AhBao, KokPin, George, Donkey&JinZhu. (: Slacking and strolling around NorthPoint were what we usually do, and so for today. :D Due to the boredom we had just now, Delphia&I decided to go home. Bumped into AhBoy at interchange, &he accompanied Dephia home, &at the same time, accompanied me to ChongPang's bus stop. Thank guys! (:

&Damn that 859's bus driver lahs! To be short, it's not wrong to pay the bus fare by cash, alrights? &Even so, he don't have to make a big fuss out of it, alrights? Fuck that bloody indian driver! Better don't let me see you at Yishun Interchange, if not your day won't be a pleasant one! _l_

P/S: Event tomorrow's morning. Gonna wake up so damn early again. Arghs! X(((

&Monday will be my first day of ITE's life! Sians!~ X(((

Three photos for the day before I end off my post! (:

See yourself, those BOREDOM they had! X)

Me&Delphia (:

&Again! (:

THANKS TO LAWRENCE'S PHONE AGAIN! (:

BYES, GOOD NIGHT! (:

I ~~emo-ed~~ because momeries strike across my mind.

I'm sorry, people! X(

Guessed similar things will happen once more tomorrow.

I hate to face the reality, it hurts me deeply. X(

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9:15:00 pm

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Safra with Delphia, Lawrence, YilLiang, KokPin, JunGuo, Jason, and AhBoy.

And dinner at 925 with the six of them plus ShiJie and ShiMu.

Went home after dinner. (:

Due to the boredom earlier, we used Lawrence's phone to take some photos. It's rather blur, and this prove that it's not up to skill! XD

I love them because they are fun and loving!

Good night! (:

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8:48:00 pm

Last message at 1259 AM, "Sorry, I have no feeling for you. Sorry, I preferred to be single. Sorry, just give up and let me go."

I forced myself to be ignorant to everything around me, especially YOU! X(

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12:17:00 pm

Monday, April 07, 2008

Well, I have been going out rather early for both the weekends, just for the sake of teaching Delphia Maths. =.= And as usual, there were sudden training for both nights at 244's Basketball Court. (:

Dad drove me to PastaMania's Head-Quater to return my uniforms this morning. And that bloody staff spoilt my mood with her fcuking attitude! Damnit!

So much thing happened, and I'm numbed now! I shall wait, and wait, and wait for miracle to happen. X( And I will not update my blog for the next few days or perhaps even weeks. Simply cause, I have no mood at all. Sorry. X(

A BITCH LIKE ME COULD LOVE A BASTARD LIKE HIM.

(Sound true!)

I feel so jealous to see those actions you did infront of me.

Yet I couldn't do anything about it, all I could do was just to endure the jealousy and pain all within myself.

Yes, I agreed that I may be ignorant to you and your actions, because I don't want to react to it.

All these feelings really sucks! Do you know? I doubt you does.

Time after time, I secretly took a second glance at you, because you are still in my heart.

I told myself to wait for the day before you are enlisted, because I wanted to clarify every single misunderstandings we once had, and perhaps, express all my feelings to you.

And I told myself to wait for the day you learn from your mistakes, learn to treasure everything you have, learn to appreciate what you have now.

Yes, indeed I'm real damn foolish, because you may be already find yourself a better girl.

But, I don't mind, I really don't.

I still love you.

*Either you stay, or leave, forever.

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1:00:00 pm

Thursday, April 03, 2008

AARRGGHHSS!!!~

I simply hate my hair colour now! I told the hairdresser that I preferred dim colour as I'm afraid that the campus wouldn't accept those bright colour. And thus the hairdresser recommended some colouring and highlighting. If I'm not wrong, should be a dark brown bass and a reddish-brown highlight. The matching sounds nice, but the result sucks lorrrrr!!!

NO LIGHT = NO COLOUR = BLACK HAIR

But... If there is light, my hair's colour looks great! And somemore, the colouring looked so much more even now! X) BUT, I can't probably going to places where there are bright light every now and then rights? LOLS!

And comfirm ShiJie and company are going to laugh at me!!! =.=

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11:49:00 pm

020408 - Wednesday

We had training at 123's Temple again. (: It's a Wednesday's evening, and therefore, Dragon Dance for the guys and Lion Dance for the girls. Even though the training was rather slack, we still learnt new stuffs from the seniors. Training ended at ten sharp. The childish guys started to pour water on each other, and for no reason, I was being dragged into the sence, and I was drenched too! Wha lau!~ Some of them followed ShiFu's lorry, and handful of us went to 110's Coffee Shop for supper. (: After awhile, cabbed back home and had a warm shower! (:

I am glad that I have no 'new-borned' blisters either on my hand or leg! :D

And finally I got my KunYang's Polo Tee! Look nice and fit. (:

Wha lau!~ The side name so BBIIGG lahs! As if people cannot see like that! =.=

Ending off with one photo. (:

(I know it doesn't look nice at all! XD)

Sweaty us. XD

I LOVE YOU, STILL.

But, sighs! X'(

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11:00:00 am

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Training Tonight!~

{Hopefully there isn't any changes.}

And that's mean I'm getting blisters all over again! X(

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12:13:00 pm

Sighs! Recalling... *heartbreak*

The six of us get to know each other during the "Jiu Huang Ye, 九皇爷" event during October 2007 held in the 123's Temple. Well, six of us came into the picture with six different reasons. As for me, JinZhu and Brenda, we were together with our own boyfriend, and was asked to accompany them through out. PingYing was being requested by me. Yixin and Delphia were being requested by JunGuo. From the very first day we get to know each other till today, we have been through alot of ups and downs. It's really alot! There were conflicts, quarrels, misunderstandings, joys, laughters and tears. We agreed to train our very best in every training we have and hopefully the girls' group will be formed. To be frank, I have to say that six different of us have six different characters, and I agreed that it's tough for us to accept six different of them. Somehow, we did it eventually. We were as close as sisters for a period of time, but it didn't last as what we thought. And now, everything were gone, the beautiful memories were shattered! We weren't the six united ones anymore. We weren't the six cheerful and mischievious ones anymore. When will we clear all the misunderstandings and everything once more? When will we have the chance to do our favourite shopping and photo-ing again? When will we be united again??? Perhaps, it's really the end. ):

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1:40:00 am

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!

It's a Tuesday's morning & I'm rotting at home!

I don't know why, & I felt so tensed up! X'(
Guessed my mood wouldn't get any better for the next couple of days.

I wish I could turn back time, but I can't.

I wish I could be given the chance to do something differently, but I can't.

I wish for all the world that things would turn out fine, but that's all I can do - wish.

Then, realization.

Things COULD have gone the way I wanted - if only I had been less a coward.

If only I have not thought for myself. If only I had been brave enough to do the fcuking right thing.

If only I had trusted myself more.

Because there will always be alternatives.

Because there will always be second chances.

Not anymore.

Nope, no more turning back.

Because what's has been done, has indeed been fcuking done.

If only.

&&&thus, this picture shows my physical&emotion state right now...

No motivation. :'(

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11:33:00 am