HAPPY APRIL FOOL! It's a Tuesday's morning & I'm rotting at home! I don't know why, & I felt so tensed up! X'(
Guessed my mood wouldn't get any better for the next couple of days.
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I wish I could turn back time, but I can't.
I wish I could be given the chance to do something differently, but I can't.
I wish for all the world that things would turn out fine, but that's all I can do - wish. Then, realization. Things COULD have gone the way I wanted - if only I had been less a coward.
If only I have not thought for myself. If only I had been brave enough to do the fcuking right thing.
If only I had trusted myself more.
Because there will always be alternatives.
Because there will always be second chances. Not anymore. Nope, no more turning back.
Because what's has been done, has indeed been fcuking done.
If only.
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&&&thus, this picture shows my physical&emotion state right now...
No motivation. :'(