Sighs! Though I made my promise to concentrate on my studies, I failed to do so eventually. I tried my v.best to concentrate on my Chemistry just now, but I just failed. I'm v.v.v.lost now. Everything seem so meaningless to me at this v.moment. He has been always my biggest worries every now&then. & he's sick recently. I feel so damn uneasy without him around me. Thinking back those promises he made to me just yesterday's afternoon, really made me tear. I knew that you will never return once you left this time round. I really just need that one chance.. ):
WHY?!
Will you?
You brought me so high up, & I fall after you left, & I'm left so strengthless.