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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
HEYS PEOPLE, I'M BACK AFTER ONE MONTH&THREE DAYS! :DDD
Was rather busy with my social's life. X:
There were laughters, joys, tears, unhappiness&etc.
Yet it come to an end last night - 0949 PM.
Well, I shall not elaborate more on it anymore.
"I was v.v.lost&scared after it happened again&again.
Cried for an hour just before I went to bed last night.
I finally understand how fragile love can be.
Yes. I have to admit that all three of us were at fault this time round.
I don't mind you having a god-sister, I know it is v.normal.
The thing is, why must your exchange messages that often?
I was jealous about it, &I walked all alone on the long road, yet you did nothing about it&continued to message her.
She cried, &you called her up to console her.
Who is going to console me when I get to know it?
I told you about my jealousy&you did not care about it.
What does this prove to me?
I really can't take it anymore!
I accepted her apology reluctantly after that.
&for once, you just shook off my hand&went away despite of me holding you back.
Do you know how lost&scared am I went I got to face the situation by myself?
It's simply a test for both of us to overcome it now, yet you left me all alone.
Obviously, we failed this test badly.
I have really nothing much to say anymore.
I just want to clarify my stand now.
Well, I admit I was the one whom suggested to break off last night.
I knew that you would think that I'm throwing my tantrum&showing you my attitude again.
But I wasn't at all!
I understand that you are under alot of pressure at this moment.
You are just in between your friends&me, you did not know which side to adhere to.
I don't want you to be hated by your friends.
I don't want you to have any unhappiness between you&your friends.
I would rather we separate for the time being&let everything calm down first&see how thing goes.
That's why I initiated it.
I sincerely seek for your understandings now.
Will you ever return? I really doubt so.
Though I can for sure that you will never be able to see this post, I just want to make my words here.
I'm sorry. Take care."
"Delphia, here's just a few words for you.
Sorry.
I apologise for each an every unpleasant thing I have done to you both directly&indirectly.
I won't denied that I'm oversensitive&unreasonable this time round.
Still, I do really hope you will understand my feelings.
You are a girl, just like me, you should understand how a girl will feel if such situation happen.
I want you to know that you was not the reason for me&him to break off.
It's me&him unable to overcome the test together now.
So, don't blame yourself in any way.
I'm not angry with you.
I hope after I left, things will get better.
You take care, alrights?"
I just can't stop myself from thinking about it.
Crying will never heal the pain in me anymore.
Things have already come to such worst situation, should I hold on to it or just let go?
How am I supposed to continue with my O's Levels when it just happened out of a sudden?
Sighs.
Tomorrow will be the first written paper - CHEMISTRY .
I really felt like giving up on my examinations.
I really don't have the strength to continue anymore.
Uncontrollable tears.
It started everything with joys..
PINGYING;JINGWEN;JINZHU
JINGWEN;BRENDA
&it ended off with tears.. 
Expect the Unexpected
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