Well.
I told myself this, I must be truly frank to myself for now..
I'm really lost & confused recently.
I'm going through a 'mixed-feelings' situation.
I don't know if I'm taking the right path a not.
It's seem that I'm just doing things without any further consideration.
Yes, something are unavoidable, yet I purposely advoided it.
If I were to tell you the truth of my feelings, emotions & every other things, what will be your reactions?
I knew that you will think I'm fooling you & etc.
I don't wish to get stuck in this bloody darkness, I want to move on, get it?
I really need your understanding & patience for at least now.
If you can't overcome this obstacle with me now, then I don't see the reason for us being together & continue any more further.
Sighs.
GET IT?!
Arghs!