Today is supposed to be the day which we were together for six months.
Ever since you step out of my life, I have been living in guilt. On the other hand, I know that there's nothing that I can do to salvage the whole situation that had happened in the past. Though, I tried to look for you in the past, but I know that it won't help in any ways. For you are no longer beside me anymore.
Anyway, for these six months, things hasn't been going the same. Though many of them have stop mentioning about you in their daily conversations, I assumed know they still keep you in their hearts. You have become a part of me even since I know you. If I were given a choice, I would definitely not do that again. I know that you've suffered many for that few months, and that you had no choice. I wanted to help you so much, but there's nothing I can do about it. Sorry is all that I can say to you, again.
Memories that we had kept appearing in my mind. Nothing can stop it, neither do I want to. Cause that's what you had left me with. I will always remember the things that you told me when you left. It's a promise that I've made to you that will be kept till I enter the grave. And I'll make sure that it will be done. I promise. I hope that you're doing fine there. For I'm sure you do. I'll always pray for you, regardless of anything.
I miss you so much that I want to look for you now. Could you please come back to my side? Perhaps, you might say that I'm selfish, but I don't think so. Cause I simply miss you too much. I love you. I really do.
Should I say I regretted for every single of my actions and words? I really do.