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Saturday, August 04, 2007

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It's Not Up To Me Anymore, If You Want Me In Your Life, You'll Find A Way To Put Me There.
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As you know, I'm speechless.
You lead your own life from the day you left me.
I have no any right to interfer anymore.
Since you made that very last decision, I got to accept it.
But still, I remembered the promises you made to me.

I'm really damn, damn sick & tired of everything you have done to me so far.
You went missing for 1 week & 2 days & just returned back on Thurday's morning.
Sometimes, I really wonders..
What have you been doing all these while after we had parted?
Are you satisfied with your present life now?
Where are all your promises you made to me???
Do you still have the sense of urgency?
Do you still have the confidence, motivation & determination?
Aren't you aware that O's Levels is just two more months away from now?
What are you still waiting for now?
The impressions of you giving me was just a piece of rotting shit!
Can't you just wake up & start studying?!
Can't you just leave that group of friends for the time being?!
Let me tell you honestly, they will not bring you any more further!
Miracle will never happen!
Do you really happy with getting detentions every now and then?
Do you really happy when you missed lessons?
If you really don't want to study, might as well back out now.
It isn't too late! Go apply for ITE!
Perhaps, it will benefit you better.
Have you ever spare a thought for your family's members, teachers & friends?
Are you going to disappoint them greatly by continuing this way & failed your O's Levels?!
Well, perhaps, you will never care of my feelings & anxiety anymore.
Yes, I admit I was damn worried for you when you were missing during that long period.
I was anxious! My mind ran wild because of you.
I thought you were sick or something serious happened to you.
But never did I expect, all my anxiety went down to the drain!
My heart is really numbed now.
I can't feel anything.
I'm really upset when I see you this way.
I'm indirectly affected too!
Thank god.
Friends are still by my side all these while.
Thank, girlfriends!
Well, I told myself.
Since you longed to wish that I lay my hand off you.
Then I'm going to grant you now!
I'm not going to give a damn to any of your matter now!
I'm really tired!
You die or you survive, it don't concern me anymore!
You are just destorying your own future in your hand.
If you think your 'friends' around you now will help you succeed in future & life, then go ahead and continue with your life!
I really don't see why there is a need for me to care for you that much when you are just taking everything for granted.
I really don't see why must I still love you that much when you don't even love yourself by studying hard now!
Get it clear now!
I don't see a future between us anymore.
You are just wasting my time!
If you are not going to do something about it, there's nothing more others can do for you.
You aren't helping yourself & why must I?
For once & for all, I GAVE UP for all the way I can help you!
You are such a disappointment!
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I'm just hoping you would see this.
If you were to see this, I apologised for my nasty words.
But that's from my heart - I'm really disappointed.
Anyway, I still hope you will fulfil your promise you made to me once.
Start studying hard now & I believe you still can succeed.
I will still pray for you, hoping you will turn over.
I mean what I said. (:
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Expect the Unexpected
11:43:00 pm