Well, second day of school. & I don't feel good on both days of school. This sounds so bad. But what to do? I'm just a student. & I can't do anything. (:
Yesterday, received counselling from Mohmad. & I received another one from Mrs Teng today! Am I lucky or am I unlucky? I didn't attend my Combined Humanities & AMaths & went counselling for two hours. Yupps. Mrs Teng made me say out almost all my problems. She gave advises & made me think through of my every single actions. Damn, damn upset & I just cried uncontrollably. >.< Well, I'm just left with three choices now. First, quit school. Second, continue school with out him. Third, continue school with him. Yes, there will be consequences for every choice I made now. To be frank, I wanted to continue school & complete my final year with him. But I guessed, it will be impossible. I got to accept the reality anyway. Few more hours to make my final choice. First? Second? Or third? Alrights! I got to go. Byes! (: I may not be able to be by your side anymore. I do hope you will wake up & start studying now before it's just too late! I hope you can feel my love. Take care, boy.