HAHAS!
Woke up damn early at seven in e mornin!
& guess wad?
I actually headed down tuh school tuh study Maths wiib Ms Khoo!
She was supposed tuh giib miie a mornin col at seven derhhs.
But in e end, she overslept & instead, I was e one whu wake her up larhhs!
Humphs ~ -.-''
Well, Ms Khoo picked some questions from TYS & instructed miie tuh do.
From dere, I knew tad I hab already forgotten everything I hab learnt last year.
Poor thing! She hab tuh teach miie from stretch. =/
Shaiful & his fwens came after tad & we studies together.
Hab great fun luhhs!
Took some photos & wil upload soon.
& I left at one tuh meet HYing outside school.
Sho nice of her tuh cum all e wae down & waited ferhs miie.
Indeed, e feelin of somebody waitin ferhs miie iish great larhhs!
Too bad, she iish a girl! =D
Walked al e wae tuh Golden Village & hab lunch at Long John Silver. =)
Slacked around NorthPoint awhile & wen tuh find Chilli at 291.
Wen back home after tad & HYing wen tuh meet her fwens.
HYing, thanks ferhs e whole afternoon! =) Well, din managed tuh meet PYing todae. She cun go out again. =X
Hab a chat wiib her thru fone dis evenin.
Surprisingly, I found out something tad reallie hurt miie sho damn deep.
I shall norts elaborate on it liiaos. =(
Sighs!
There are really, really, really many things that hide inside my heart for quiet some time.
I have many things to say out, & yet I don't know where to start from.
It just happenned within a short period of time, just three weeks.
Well, I got to admit that life wasn't fair at all in the first place.
I got to face up my fate anyway.
I don't know if I am hurting myself or I am hurting others around me.
I wasn't given any chance to say out things.
Yes, you was right.
I started the conversation with her & I provoked her.
I was just simply AFRAID that her words would touch you & I will lost you anytime.
I am JEALOUS, because I knew she still love you alot.
Theoretically, I was in the most fault now.
I supposed she did nothing to me, & I started to provoke her.
What can I do now?
Should I apologise to her?
Yes, I will.
But we are just impossible anymore.
That's according to what you said.
Just because of my messages.
Aren't the facts & reality I'm talking about?
I apologised for my harsh words.
I really need alot, alot of time to recover this time round.
The hurt I'm gettin now iish reallie twice the hurt I get previously!
You may or may not see this.
It perhaps doesn't bother me anymore.
I'm tryin to let go everything.
Everywhere I go, so much of the memories actually just triggered by.
Sorry.