Oh man!
school is starting in two days time!
I sweared, I'm not looking forwards to it at all though I know it would be a totally new experience for me.
I don't know why.
Perhaps, there is something missing in me. Sighs. I have not been being myself lately, it's just so not myself.
I felt so remorseful for not giving the best during my work.
Supposingly, I have a consecutive five days work, but I only managed to present myself for one and a half days.
I offered myself back to work today, but I was advised to rest myself till I'm feeling better.
There are reasons for me to work, but why are you people insisting not?
Do you people knows how terrible is it to face everything myself?
I didn't know who can I turn to for console, where can I go to make me feel better, what more can I do to get back what I have lost, how can I get things solved in a better way, and why are things causing me to suffer so much!
There are so many unsolved and unconcluded problems that are making me feel so lost!
Trust me, I'm going to break down soon!
Family sucks a big time too.
None of your understands me.
Did your ever understand my situations?
Did your ever tries to out yourself in my shoes?
Just other than adding salts to my wounds, what else your knows?
Your know nothing!
The only reason that I'm not willing to return home is simply I didn't want to face your at all.
Yes, your are just a big nuisance.
With or without your, make no difference in my life.
Or rather without your, I will feel much more better.
Leave me alone, please, I don't need your!
Fcuk everything man!