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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Let's say Goodbye to 2008, and Hello to 2009! (:

Well, 2008 is coming to an end real soon.
Just one more day and that's it man!
Gonna come up with my new resolution someday! (:

Anyway, I'm working ten hours tomorrow. In another words, there won't be any celebrations or countdowns for me. ): I guessed, I will be dead tired after I knocked off. :x But, I'm still glad that my 2008 has past successfully, without any regrets! (:

I will be back soon! ^^

Expect the Unexpected
9:03:00 pm

Monday, December 29, 2008

Caught 'BedTime Stories' with Boy at Vivo City.

An adventure comedy movie, I would say. (:

Good night! (:

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10:59:00 pm

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Yesterday was super FUN, I would say! Cause I was working together with XiWen and KaiXin. (: It was my first time working with XiWen for such long hours, like striaght ten hours. She is cute and lovely yeas. (: It seems that I have many wonderful working mates around me! They will never fail to bring me laughters. (((: Anyway, XiWen was supposed to knock off at five, but her timing was extended till nine. KaiXin knocked off at seven, leaving me and XiWen behind. Work, work and work all the way till 0930, and it's time for XiWen to knock off, left only the pathetic me. So kind of Andy to let me off at 0930 too, so that we can go home together as she lived just a street away from me. What a coincident! :D So, XiWen met her dearest boyfriend, and trained home after that. (:

By the way,

XiWen bought this phone, the so called 'Ice-cream Phone'!!!

My goodness! This is SO nice! The colour, speaker, effects and everything is so nice! I'm so attracted to it lahhhhh!

Actually, me and Boy saw it at AMK Hub the other day. We took a second glance at it, and we went off. I wasn't so into it, maybe cause it's like never get a feel of the phone. :x

Due to the laggy phone which I'm using one, I have always thought of changing a new one. And XiWen kept on influencing me to get it. At the same time, KaiXin's phone is totally hopeless, and currently, she is using a spare phone. And again, the same thing happen - XiWen's influences! xP She said, if we were to get that phone, the three of us will be using the same phone! ^^

XiWen's - Pink

KaiXin's - Blue

Mine - White

HAHAHA.

This phone is rather expensive. =/

Maybe any kind soul will spare it for my birthday's present? *hint hint*

Today = OFF

I won't be working for the next couple of days, till Wednesday! Cool, ehs? (:

Boy is still in his lala's land and he's working tonight! :(

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12:28:00 pm

Friday, December 26, 2008

Yays!

And so, Christmas is over and New Year is coming!

Well, this Christmas was well-spent with Baby. (: Firstly, we went to Plaza Singapura. Christmas's Sales were still going every where. I bought myself some stuffs at SaSa and John Little. And Baby got a pair of ring for my Christmas's present! Thanks, boy! (:

Aftermath, we strolled all the way to Far East Plaza for our dinner. The whole of Orchard is crowded with people, each an every corner is just, People. So damn crowded! :x As both of us are craving for Fish Head Noodle, we settled down at a little noodle shop for dinner. :D It was super delicious mans! (: After filling our stomach, we shopped around and home sweet home. ^^

As usual, gonna get back to work after a day off for Christmas. (: Started work at twelve, together with KaiXin. And LiQiang is back from his seventeen days of MC. Hopefully, his toe will recover fast. (: Coincidently, KaiXin knocked off at six too! So, headed to Heeren with her. And train home after that. Saw Ah Hao, a previous chef working at Cine months back, at SunPlaza's Pasta Mania. He said that he was being transferred there, so happy working, ehs? (:

Alrights, gonna rest early tonight. Got to start work at twelve tomorrow, again, together with KaiXin and XiWen! ^^

Not to forget, my lil sister bought me a lil pillow for my Chirstmas's gift! <3

Good night everyone!

All I ever want is you, BABY.

And, what are the promises you had for me?

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9:43:00 pm

Thursday, December 25, 2008

HOHOHO!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

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Sunday, December 21, 2008

Either you stay, or leave, forever.

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1:26:00 pm

WORK! WORK! WORK!

Yes, indeed I have been working continuously for the last two consecutive days.

Friday

So, started work at twelve and ended at seven in the evening. Practically, nothing special happen, and I supposed it's still quite okays. Got to know KaiXin, who just returned from her trip to Genting. It's another great working mate! :D WenRong, together with his friend came Cine for a movie, and so he waited for me all the way till I knocked off. He accompanied me back to Sembawang and off he went for his friend's birthday party. Thanks for consoling me. (: Next, met up with Sean at SunPlaza and went nearby void deck for a chat. We really catch up alot more than I expected man! Don't be discouraged by your results, moved on and I belived you will succeed with your determination. Jiayou! (: Aftermath, he walked me home and ended up he lost his way back home. Due to the late timing, he couldn't catch the last bus, and he walked all the way back home. HAHAHA. :D

Saturday

I wasn't feeling well in the morning, down with fever, flu, cough and sorethroat. ): Thus took some panadols and supposed that I will feel better after that. It did help at first, but it didn't last after the medicine went off. Still, went for work at three. At first, everything was still alrights, and later it was really terrible. No choice, but to endure all the way till ten. It was super busy, everything tired me out man! Sean called up at ten, saying that he will only end work at eleven. -.-; So while waiting for him, I had my BBQ Chicken Pizza, which is my first meal for the day. Couldn't finished everything, and decided to pack them for Sean. (: Trained back Sembawang, and he bumped into his sister while sending me back, he left with his sister after that. Walked home alone, bathed, and off to bed! Super duper ulter uber tiring day!

Thanks for your concern. (: - WenRong ; Sean ; KaiXin ; WanXin ; Chen Wei ; Ah Hong ; Janet.

Finally, I managed to get a day off, I need plenty of rest! Gonna back to work tomorrow again. 0930 AM, again?! *faint* Hopefully, I'm feeling better and my voice is back to normal, by then. (:

I'm working with Bobby tomorrow! Yays! ^^

REST! REST! REST!

Upset. :(

WhereareyouwhenIamthinkingofyou?

Everythingisjustbeyondmycontrol!

Goodbye.

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11:58:00 am

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Damn it!

Andy (Manager) called earlier, informing that there's nobody doing opening tomorrow.

Thus, out of kindness, I accepted his request reluctantly. :x

So, it's like 0930 in the morning. Gonna drag myself out of bed in the early morning. -.-;

Arrghs!~

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8:25:00 pm

Well, I'm working for alternate days for this week. Practically work was still alright but for the exception of that NEW MANAGER. I sweared I really hate him to the max of the max! *fuckyou!* I shall not elaborate any more further so as not to complicate the conflict. Anyway, Ellona dropped by for lunch together with her clique. So kind of me, to give her a 30% discount off her meal. :D It has been months since I last met her, had a chat here and there and she left for her shopping! (: Worked with HuiMin till five, and dragged myself for an hour before I knocked off at six. Trained home on the packed train. (:

It's fun working with fun-loving people, and you people know it! (((:

Yays, as usual, it's my off day today. I'm simply so, so, so lazy to get my ass off the house to meet baby. We shall see later. -.-;

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11:15:00 am

Monday, December 15, 2008

It's the first day of holidays. (:

After a month or more, I'm back to work, finally! :x Workplace seems so unfamiliar to me, but I'm glad that everything still remain the same, everyone still as friendly and outgoing as before. And I've met new working mates. (: Despite of that six hours of working and familiarising, there's still many things more for me to get a hold of it. Due to my clumsiness, I scalded my knuckle with the hot oven, and thus a red blister. ): I thought it will be a tiring day as I've not work for such a long hour for quite some time, but I'm still fine now. Isn't this a good start? (: Gonna continue working for the month. (:

Thinking back, I've already worked for a year. I think it's quite a success for me as I'm not getting sick of this work. Well, I will continue to persevere and keep my positive attitude. (:

Anyway, there's no work for me tomorrow. Gonna rest at home. (:

I'm sorry, boy.

I didn't did it on purpose to disappoint you.

Forgive me please?

Sorry. ):

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9:08:00 pm

Friday, December 12, 2008

Hoorays!

It's holidays' time!

It will end in three weeks time,

and so I gonna spend my three weeks wisely. (:

Mainly will be just working and spending quality time with Boy, and perhaps some time for revisions. (:

The day is just getting nearer and nearer to us.

I promised I will treasure the remaining days with you meaningfully.

Iloveyou, baby. <3

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8:38:00 pm

Sunday, December 07, 2008

SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN.

My hair is super duper ugly now.

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12:23:00 pm

Friday, December 05, 2008

It's Friday, again. Had S&W in the morning, ran one round of carpark and badmintion in the hall. (: I tell you, it's damn tiring and it definitely stinks to the max! :x IAC is just purely doing Mock Papers, it has been going on for days. IAC's test is on this coming Tuesday. This topic is rather complicated. Still, I will try my best and hopefully aced for it. (:

Next, Sale Roleplay. There is script to memorise. To be frank, I hate memorising stuffs! And now, there is one whole page waiting for me! Damnit. My biggest worry is my voice man. Hopefully, I will be able to project my voice on Wednesday. ): *praying hard*

Do I deserve all these?

I've said EVERYTHING from the bottom of my heart, I sweared.

Still, I got NOTHING back from you.

'Couldn't be bothered' attitude.

Heartbreak.

I can accept the truth,

but I can never accept for you keeping the truth away from me.

Am I being too foolish for clinging onto something that will never have any outcome?

我真的不知道该怎么做了.

你认为我会害你吗?

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9:41:00 pm

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

WAKE UP, YOU HAVE TO FACE THE REALITY!

But what can I do to salvage/save the situation?

It really hurts me alot to know the truth.

Idon'tknow.

I'm sorry.

)': )': )':

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11:47:00 pm

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

And so I know, it was my wishful thinking all long.

Though it was just merely two days, it seems thousand more than that.

If you think I'm perfectly alright, I'm here to tell you, NO, I'm not at all!

You will never understand. ):

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2:21:00 pm

Monday, December 01, 2008

Well, received my Business Statistics Test in the early morning. Thanks god, I passed with the score of 38 out of 40. At least my hard work and effort did paid off. (: Other than that, school was still alright, nothing much to talk about.

JinZhu left for China this early morning. ): Due to the timing, I didn't manage to send her off. Still, she sent a message that really touch my heart. Regrettably she had already left, there's really nothing much I can say, just hope she will take care of herself and get well soon. We will be waiting for the day she is back.

As for now, life is really in a big mess! Unpleasant things are coming one after another. To be short, he left yesterday. The feeling is so sucky, that I sweared I can never find any word to describe it. It causes so much hurt when he's around. I have been thinking hard, do we really have to end up in such situation? Is this really my fault or yours? Where's the compromising we used to have? Where are all the promises? Am I having too high expectations from you? There is a saying that goes like this, 'If You Really Love Someone, You Are Willing To Change For Her/Him.'. Is this a myth or a fact? How true is this sentence? I don't know. Million of question marks pondered in my mind. Just for today, I hasn't be myself, I kept everything to myself. I used to talk to Her about my unhappiness, or even share my happiness, I didn't mention a single thing. Is not I don't trust Her, just I don't know how and where to start. I'm afraid I couldn't control my emotions. Whenever my phone rings, I pray hard it's you, but it wasn't. Could you feel the heartbreak? I doubt so.

I'm truly sorry for what I had said to you. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Perhaps, that will be my retributions, I don't know. No matter how hard it is for me, I still have to accept it and overcome these setbacks myself. I don't know when will be the day when you will step into my life once more. Well perhaps, never anymore. )':

I promised I will hug it as tight as I could every nights.

Only if...

Labels: Never Like This Before ; Sleepless Nights :'(

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