Rainy morning. :( But still, headed school on time. (: Well, we had our OA Mock Test for the first two hours. And followed by another hour of theory lesson, and school ends at eleven for the day. There was no AgF, as Mrs Tan was away for course. It was another short day. :D
We had lunch at coffee shop, and went Junction Eight again. :x The few of us were slacking at MacDonald, and some were busy doing Teachers' Day Cards. Sad to say, I didn't help out any. =/ We went separate ways after that. Edeline and I then decided to go AMK Hub. (: Yes! I had my eyebrowns trimed, very neatly. (: And did some catching up with Edeline. And we left in the evening. (:
It's Teachers' Day tomorrow! School allows us to be in civilian clothes. How great is that yeahs? :D And it will be a relaxing day! (:
P/S: Thanks for the concerns, girls! Loves. x3
I have so much to say, but I don't even know where and how to begin. I don't know who are you now. Your attitude towards me changed tremendously as the days pass. The patience and trust you once had for me had vanished into the thin air. You no longer compromise to me.
You claimed that you are feeling very sick. I believed you, but you betrayed my trust I had for you. If you are feeling sick, why do you still have the energy to go LAN Shop with your friends? It's not one or two hours, it's more than that! When come to meeting me, you can give me excuses that you are very sick, and you need to go back home rest! Isn't this very contradicting? I kept everything to myself, and I didn't mention a single word. You can even gave me your attitude! I knew you have sorethroat and get medications for you, but do you appreciate? You didn't! You can even reject it! Have you ever thought of my feelings? I kept quiet, and you treated me like a dog, following behind you. What am I to you now? I'm good enough that I didn't pick a quarrel with you in the public.
Yes, I admit I was at fault this time round. But have ever thought of the same mistakes you had ever made? I can accept the fact that you are angry and disappointed with me. But do you have to be so ruthless to me? Everything was just simply about you, yourself, and no one else. Where were you when I need you the most? Where were you when I need a shoulder to cry and lean on? Where were you when I wanted to talk things out with you peacefully? Where were you??? I don't even have your soul to rely on. Instead, I had to rant everything on my friends. Why aren't you the one whom can share my happiness and sorrows? Why can't you accept me for who I am? Why? Why? Why? Have you forgotten how I accepted you from the very beginning? How I managed to change you? How must time and patience I have for you? You will never know. I believed you will still continue to lead your life happily, whereas I'm still standing on the point where we ended. You will never know how weak and fragile I am.
如果你是真的爱我, 不管我变得怎样, 你还是会紧紧的握着我的手.
但是这件事情真明了我们经不起考验.
我已经很尽力地挽回这段感情了.
对不起, 我还不到.
我会默默地等待.