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Monday, March 31, 2008

Okays, let's see...

I just reached home. (: Training was cancelled suddenly, &thus met up with ShiJie+Baby, Janice&Delphia in the evening, &trained to AMK Hub. Had our dinner at the big Hawker Centre. At the same time, chit-chatting away while waiting for Janice's friend, KaiShuang to reach. Did some window shoppings. As KaiShuang meeting her mum for dinner at NorthPoint, we trained back to Yishun. Slacked outside FunLand for some time, drank Bubble Tea, saw AhBoy&George. After that, we walked to 110's Coffee Shop to meet the rest of them. (: Had a nice conversation with Delphia&Janice. Went back home after that. (:

{Sorry, there isn't any photo taken.}

*Janice&KaiShuang are nice! Thanks girls! (:

Go ahead&ignored me.

Go ahead&give me your complacent&ego attitude.

Go ahead&give me that kind of reactions.

Might as well, go ahead&don't appear infront of me anymore!

Please lahs! You think I'm so desperate for you to come back is it?

Your complacency&egoness really make me hate you even more.

So what if the others tell me to take initiative to contact you?

I don't give a damn to it lahs!

The most don't talk lahs, draw a clear line between us!

Think twice before you do anything infront of me.

WTH~

I'm utterly disappointed with you, alrights?

Neither do I want things to turn out this way.

*silent*

Expect the Unexpected
11:30:00 pm

Nothing much, but...

TRAINING TONIGHT!~ X)

Byes!

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11:10:00 am

Sunday, March 30, 2008

30/03/08 - Saturday

My initial planning for the day was to go AMK Hub with Delphia. And just before I was about to leave my house, I received a call from an unfamiliar number, saying that I got into a fight last night and was asked to go for an investigation. I get a shocked out of my life! And guessed what, it was AhBoy and JunGuo trying to prank me! X) Anyway, headed to NorthPoint to meet them, while waiting for Delphia to come. After upon hearing that ShiJie, ShiMu and Baby coming to NorthPoint too, we decided not to go AMK Hub. :) The rest of the boys came after that. As usual, slacking at the third level, eyeing at those pretty girls. Surprisingly, AhBoy managed to get a girl's number, and after two hours, they were together! Isn't it too fast?! Well, this is how youngsters behave nowadays! LOLS. :D

The group us then walked to ChongPang Community Centre for Lion and Dragon Dance performance by Teng Yi. Their glowing dragon was nice. Too bad, we didn't have the chance to watch their staging, as they headed for dinner at 110. And down tuh 123 Temple to some event. Some of the guys ton-ing there, and home sweet home for me. (:

NorthPoint (:

"FCUK YOU BASTARD"

Chong Pang CC (:

I hate to see you hehaving in that manner.

I hate you when you did thing to provoke me.

Arghs!~

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10:00:00 am

Thursday, March 27, 2008

OMG!~
I'm having bodyaches&blisters on my palms, knuckles&foot due to the training last night. ):
Headed down to 123 Temple for training.
Dragon Lion for the guys & Lion Dance for the girls. (:
Well, I took the training seriously, &learnt quite alot.
Thanks to all, alrights? (:
ShiShu&his friend drove me back home after that. (:

Met up with him&accompanied me to Cineleisure PasteMania to settle my resign letter.
Still, I need to go down to the Head Quater to return my uniform so that I get back thirty bucks!~ :D
Wanted to find Delphia&company, but was raining quite heavily, &in the end bused back home. (:
Gonna audi later on.
Seeyas! (:

Sighs!

Somehow, memories just strike back randomly.

I'm so upset over it.

Crying doesn't help anymore. ): ): ):

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7:30:00 pm

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Sunday -

Went to 123 temple for the so called 'Buffet' in the afternoon.

&ShiFu brought us to Bugis in the evening. (:

As usual, those guys were busy looking for pretty girls.

On the other hand, Delphia&me were eyeing on handsome hunks. X)

Went arcade for a couple of games&left Bugis.

As JiaYi needs to report back to his camp before twelve.

After sent JiaYi back to camp, ShiFu drove the rest back home as well. (:

&I'm rotting at home right now.

I'm bored! X)

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3:00:00 pm

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Let's recall back what happened two days back..

Friday
Was supposed to have training at Sembawang RC at night.
& therefore, I met Delphia at around one plus.
No where to go, thus slacking outside FunLand. X)
Till... ShiJie suddenly called & said that there were four more unoccupied seats for the dinner.
So, Delphia & me attended the dinner after that.
Cabbed home for a change & straight to ShiFu's house.
Lorry-ed to Singapore Expo.
ShiFu ordered some light delights at a cafe before going for dinner.
Well, the restuarant was grand, & the food served were nice, that's all I can say. (:
Attended JiaYi's grandmother's funeral after that.
& ShiFu drove us back home. (:

Saturday
Wake up damn early to attend JiaYi's grandmother's farewell funeral.
& everything finished at around two.
Had lunch with the guys & headed to Safra for pool & arcade. (:
Went back home at night! (:

Well, there is a buffet at 123 temple in the afternoon. Most probably, I'm going. (: So, seeyas soon! (:

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11:36:00 am

Friday, March 21, 2008

TRAINING TONIGHT!~

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11:08:00 am

Thursday, March 20, 2008

All I did in the day was just EAT ; SLEEP ; COMPUTER. Surprisingly, I can blog three entries in a day. So, can you imagine how bored I am? ): Just before I took my nap earlier, something just strike across my mind. After that incident, I'm just so eager to find out how a guy's brain works. Yeahs, it sounds so pervertic & abnormal, but sometimes, I really wonders alot. A guy behaves so differently before & after in a relationship. & sometimes, a guy can do things that are so heartless. They know that it gonna hurt & upset the girl, yet they still do it. Isn't it like throwing an egg against the wall? & alot more to go. I just wonder why. I just can't tolerate their thinking, actions & everything. ): Perhaps, it's just a guy's nature? I don't know.

Maybe I will consider doing research on it, & finding out the answer to it! HAHAHAHAHAS! :DDD

Went to the clinic. & the doctor prescribed four different type of medicines. Ewws! I simply hate medicine! ): Just hope I will recover fast, & so I do not have to take those medicines. (:

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8:30:00 pm

I just happened to view Ann's blog, & I saw this. It is so true, alrights. (:

If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore. If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life, if you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore. A girl wouldn't cry so easily, except infront of the person whom she loved the most, she became weak. A girl wouldn't cry so easily, but only when she loved you the most, she puts down her ego. Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please just hold her hands firmly as she's the only one who would stay with you for the rest of your life. Guys, if a girl cries because of you, don't ever give her up. Perhaps because of your decision, you'll ruin her life. When she cries right in front of you & when she cries because of you, look into her eyes. Can u see & feel the pain she's going through all alone? Think, which other girl have cried with pure sincerity; Infront of you & because of you? She cries not because she's weak. She cried not because she wants sympathy or pity. She cried, because crying silently is no longer possible. The pain & agony have became too big a burden to be kept inside her. Guys, think about it, If a girl cries her heart out to you & all because of you, It is time to look back on wat u have done. Only you know the answer to it. Do consider it. Because one day, it may be too late for regrets. It may be too late to say sorry. Ponder this message seriously, don't ever do this to a girl. You might just regret for the rest of your life on earth. Perhaps in your life, she's only the one who loves YOU the most. Guys, if you have a girl who cries for you, think about what you should do straight away.

Well, I just hope the right one read it, & understand it. ):

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11:20:00 am

Ended my night with a chat with Jason. (: & I have a good tight sleep all the way till this morning ten. :D My throat is killing me like hell, my voice is going off soon, guessed I gonna see a doctor soon. ):

I guessed I gonna rot at home the whole day. ):

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10:50:00 am

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Finally I'm back home after hanging out the whole day! Met up with Delphia to accompany ShiJie to ToaPayoh Hub to check some housing enquries. It was raining cats & dogs, obviously, we were drenched. Went to Kiddy Palace, as ShiJie want to shop for baby's stuffs. See, ShiJie dotes her baby Cavier so much! :D

After that, trained back to Yishun, as having ChuShi at night. (: I don't know why I just feel so damn tired after ChuShi just now. This was the only time when I feel that way. Maybe I'm getting sick again. ): Almost all of them went down to the furneral after that. My mood wasn't alrights, that's why didn't tag along. ):

Well, that's all I have to blog for the day. I will be back soon! (:

P/S: WR, thanks for everything!

I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. ):

I witnessed the way you behaved today. I supposed you behaved the same way for the past two days too. So what you have a new girlfriend? Yes, to others you may be so great that you have got yourself a new girlfriend within three days, perhaps, others do call you a hero, but that is not how I think of you. You made me feel that you are a zero, a despo, a bastard, a jerk, who cannot survive without a girl for a day. I admit I was kind of jealous over it, go ahead & get your life going. It does work once, maybe twice, but not the third time. No point for me to get so work out now, I shall just sit back & relax & see what kind of retributions you have. Whichever girl goes along with you will suffer like hell, it is just the matter of sooner or later. You will get your retributions eventually, trust me.

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11:50:00 pm

Sometime ago, I realised that life is indeed short and unpredictable. Anything can happen, anytime, anywhere. Thus, live your life to the fullest of your ability, treasure and appreciate what you have. (:

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowd that left you.

How true!

Yes, five to six months back, I'm a stranger to you guys, and so you guys are strangers to me too. Fate brought us together and we as a troupe had been through so, so much together. Through these up and down, we build up a treasureable bond known as friendship. Come to this point, I have see through different people around me, regardless of character wise or other. I know what kind of friends I have around me. So, I just want to thank them for every little single things they did for me. Despite of my stubbornness, you guys still never gave up, & continue to pull me through the darkness. I have come to the worst of point right now, I learnt my mistakes through the toughest way. I dare not return back to the past anymore. I'm sorry for causing so much. ):

I failed to be yours, I never put any blame on you. Don't worry. We have been through so much, just do hope everything will be just purely memories. & do hope our friendship still remains. (: I still do love you, as a friend, alrights? Take care!

Loves!~

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1:30:00 am

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

This feeling really sucks!~

Arghs!

Whoever is gonna piss me off at this moment, I'm gonna give you hell. Trust me, I'm very sarcastic with my words. You wanna taste my sarcasm, try me. So, better leave me alone now!!!

Bloody hell! You jolly well know what you did to me behind my back, alrights? & I have been tolerating every of your single actions for weeks. From the very start, you talked to me so damn nicely, as if you just eaten few bottles of honey. You did things that goes my way. For few times, you even told me to end off my previous relationship & go along with you. What kind of brother are you to him? & you claimed that you are true brother to him. What kind of shit is this?! Thank god, I have my own stand & never took the wrong path! Despite of every single betrayal actions you did to him, he still trust you so much, & tell you every of his problems. You are just taking advantages of his innocence. You did so much unpleasant things just at your advantages. Backstabbed him. Yes, my words maybe nasty. But it is just the truth that you brainwashed him, alrights? He wasn't like that before you came into his life. Now I just can't recognised him, you changed him into another person! You destoryed my relationship, & are you happy enough now? I let go everything after it ended, but what the hell you did again?! Not happy with me now? Come on, I'm not afraid of anything. Cause of you, my friendship was nearly gone! You backstabbed people & you can act blurred. Luckily, we know you are such person, if not, the friendship will have gone! If you have guts, just say everything infront of me, no need to say behind my back. Confront me, & I will have plenty of things to say back. I can tolerate your nonsenses now, but not forever. Don't go over my limit, if not HELL is what you get! Better wake up, & know your mistakes.

My eyes are so freaking pain right now! My eyes' bags are getting heavier as each day passed. I'm just damn tired! ):

Well, trained down to Bishan ITE with mum for some admistration process this morning. Everything settled & I'm just waiting for school to start on the 14th April. It's just like less than a month away from it, & that's means I must work extremely hard from there. Jiayous! (:

Went back home for a nap, & thinking of going for training this evening. It was suddenly cancelled due to the death of JiaYi's grandmother. ): Thus, everyone went to pay respect at the furneral. Sorry for not attending the furneral. Still, I do hope he will still remain strong & move on. & now, I heard that there is training again. WTH!~ I'm not going, it is too last minute for me. Sorry people!

Alrights, that's all for the night. Seeyas! (:

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8:20:00 pm

Monday, March 17, 2008

HELLOS, I'm back! (:

KunYang's chalet is over.

It was quite fun afterall. (:

Well, ShiFu drove us to TTSH to visit JiaYi in the afternoon.

Ever since he admitted into the hospital, that was the first time I visited him.

Thanks god, he was pretty fine now, should be able to discharged by Wednesday. (:

Lorry-ed to ChongPang, as the boys were being asked to help out to do some service.

Went to ShiFu's house awhile, &ShiFu sent me home, &they left for HongShengGuan's dinner. (:

Sighs!

I just can't get into sleep now.

I have been expecting such thing to happen.

Either sooner or later, it is just the matter of time only.

Well, I don't see the reason for me to elaborate so much on it anymore.

It's already over though.

No matter how hard, I still gonna accept the fact now.

Maybe we aren't meant for each other.

Even if we are, we will still be back together after years.

Anyway, thanks you so much for those whom really helped me so much&was by my side all along.

Thank-you! (:

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2:00:00 am

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

我已经分不清, 你是友情, 还是错过的爱情.

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11:42:00 am

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Yesterday -

I wasn't feeling well, &didn't went for work.

Instead, I went out with ShiFu&company. :D

Bus-ed to GuanJie's house to put my heavy bag.

So nice of his dad to drove us for dinner, &then to Sembawang for training. (:

Training ended at ten, ShiFu brought the whole lot of us to Changi Airport. >.<

We were like, 'Errs, Airport?! For what?!'. =.=

Loitered around, took the SkyTrain from one terminal to another, had some light snacks at Burger King, &off we left for Changi Village! (:

As usual, go watch Ah Gua.

&ShiFu sent us back home.

Returned back to GuanJie's house to get my bag.

Cabbed home after that, &reached home at three. (:

Wake up this afternoon feeling so sick.

Didn't went out the whole day.

Lyed in bed for the whole afternoon, till evening time, just before dinner. >.<

&I'm still feeling so weak. ):

Sighs.

***

Damn it!

You are just torturing my life!

I get myself so upset upon hearing what you said to that someone.

Please don't denied anything if I were to confront you one day.

Words do come out from your bloody mouth, &you better admit it.

Since you already said those things, why are you holding on to this relationship?

You can simply just let go everything, I don't mind.

Yes, I'm petty, I get angry easily over minor issue.

Yes, I'm not caring enough, I don't give a damn to your things.

Yes, I'm not faithful to you at all, I played timer.

Yes, I neglect you every now&then when I have my friends around me.

Yes, I'm not understanding enough, I don't give you what you want, I don't meet your expectations.

Look who's talking, alrights?!

These are words that came out of your mouth!

I can't imagine these are the thoughts you are having in your mind.

Think thoroughly before you speak, alrights?

Ask yourself, did you ever have time for yourself&this relationship?

Did you ever find time to talk over it?

The answers to these questions are just simply, NO, that's it.

Don't you find something you did&said are so fake?

You just say for the sake of saying, you just do for the sake of doing.

People give you three routes.

First, end the relationship immediately.

Second, end the relationship&don't ask for patch.

Third, continue the relationship, &be faithful.

&the answer you gave is the first one.

You can just end it rights now, no need to find what excuses to end.

Since you already don't give a damn to it, then don't go around&asking why am I so close to whoever.

You don't deserve to be answered.

Everything also you say, god also you, ghost also you.

Hurt me all you want, I have already enough of everything you did to me.

One more time makes no difference, alrights?

I have teared more than enough.

It's all depends if you see it or not.

Sorry.

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6:39:00 pm