Awws!
Been feeling so down lately.
I just don't even know what I'm doing&thinking for the past one month.
Every thing seems so damn wrong.
Yes, I know I have made a great mistake from the start.
I tried to salvage the situation, I still failed eventually.
I yearned for sense of sercurity from the very start.
Is that too much from you?
I really don't know what to do anymore!
Kevin ;
I'm so, so, so sorry for what I have done.
I tried so hard contacting you every now&then, yet there is no avail to it.
I used to hate the way you nagged at me, the way you scolded me, the way stared at me, &the way you slapped me.
Now, I really miss those time when you did that to me.
I know everything you did to me, is just for my own good.
Is just I'm the one whom don't appreciate everything you did to me.
I grumbled&complained so much in the past.
I just don't appreciate&be thankful of what is there for me in the past.
I teared every now&then whenever I thought of what you once said to me.
You truly showed me what true love is, you brought me out of the darkness tunnel.
You simply changed me completely during that one month, &I have moved on so well, &now, I falling down again.
You wasn't there for me at all.
Can you tell me, how could I do so that you would not ignore me completely?
The pain in really great!
Shall I wait or shall I not wait?
Sighs!!!