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Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Will be back soon! (:

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12:22:00 pm

Thursday, August 26, 2010

After resting for four days, it's time for me to get back to work tomorrow.
As usual, I will be down for work for the next consecutive three days.
I just hope they will be a pleasant one. ))):

I hate every late nights nowadays.
I have been sleeping at almost three plus four.
Simply because, I can't get myself to sleep. ):
All these while, my MP3 has been really a dear to me.

I really miss you alot.
I just hope you will appear in my phone during the late night. )':

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9:49:00 pm

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

How I hope I was given a chance to choose. ):

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9:30:00 pm

Monday, August 23, 2010

It's Monday, a brand new week!
Okays, I'm left with just one more week to Exams.
Goodluck to myself then! (:

Life is not about the last relationship you were in, the last heartbreak, or the last mistake you made. You have to get passed that and prepare yourself for the next one. The next love, the next goal, for the rest of your life. Just remember life lives on, there is always something else.

I sincerely wish you all the best!

Expect the Unexpected
7:55:00 pm

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Work hasn't been a pleasant one. ):
I greatly appreciate everyone's concern.
Thankyou.

What is more that I could say? ):
What is more that I could do? ):
I have seen everything with my naked eyes.
You broke all your promises you have made to me, once.
The painful stabbed deep into my heart. )':
All I could do is just to cry out right infront of the screen.

The torn on my dearest bear had became worst.
I felt so regretful that why didn't I let you sew it back for me! )':
The thought of throwing away was never in my mind.
All I could do was to sew it back thread by thread myself.

I have been thinking so much all these nights when you left.
Perhaps, I came into your life at the very wrong timing.
There are many Perhaps in my mind.
I don't know.
I know I could never get your heart back anymore.
I know you never love me as much as I did.
I never blame you.
I blame myself for not holding you tight by my side for these 15 months.
If I could see your smile once more, I would rather I let you go to find the one you really love.
I promised I will keep everything close to me, never lose them anymore.
I sincerely hope you will be happy. ):

I love you, Bunny. )':

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10:04:00 pm

Friday, August 20, 2010

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10:46:00 pm

Humphs!
I'm supposed to be at work today, but I didn't turn up eventually.
Thank god that Manager understands. (:
Having said so, I still have to get myself back to work tomorrow and Sunday. ):A big sighs.
I hasn't been studying for my Exams during this Study Break.
Final Exams for this Semester are just in one week time.
Not much expectations.
Hopefully, I could just make it a Pass. Pain-killers are running out! )':
I get to know many things that I never expected during these days.
One after one blow..
I blamed myself for giving you the chance to do that to hurt me so deep.
I never blame you.
I never let go of anything.
I never forget you.
I make the promise to myself that I will forgive you, no matter what.
Cause I love you.
I just don't know how to respond to you.
Cause I'm afraid I would agitate you, once more.
If time would calm you down, I'm willing you give you all the time you need.
I just hope the love we used to had will never change.

I know how much I have ever done cause of you, and this relationship.
But there are still many things you never knew..

"Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose."

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10:17:00 pm

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

It has been twelve days passed since the last time I saw you. ):
It's the 18th in two hours time. )':
Nothing could described my feelings.
My heart keeps on telling me to drop you a message.
But I'm really afraid that you would be pissed off once more.
Given a chance, I would just want to kill myself! ):

I miss you, bunny! ))):

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10:05:00 pm

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Two attacks at one go.
Flu and Sore Throat.
Good one! ))):

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11:21:00 am

Friday, August 13, 2010

Just started watching the drama, Autumn's Concerto.
Suddenly have the urge to watch it.
Hopefully, it won't be a disappointment bahs.

Sighs, gonna work again tomorrow! ))):

你知道我做不到。

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11:13:00 pm

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Working tomorrow, again. )': )':

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10:37:00 pm

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Here comes the three weeks holidays, or rather study break.
After that will be the Final Examinations for this semester.
And then, it will be the long eleven weeks holidays.

Well, I have been working for the past consecutive four days.
These four days were really long hours.
Yes, I'm very tired and I need to rest so badly. ):

On this particular date, 8th of August, something really bad happened.
I have been working non-stop these days, and I totally neglected my injuries on my kneecaps till I felt the unbearable pain on last Saturday after I reached home.
I could barely bend my knees and walked.
I applied some Chinese Ointment and thinking I could have just over-strained it, hoping it will be fine the next morning.
I was wrong, very wrong.
The pain worsen the very next morning when I woke up for work.
I went to the Chinese Doctor, but they dare not do anything about it as they suspected it was an internal injuries, and I was advised to go hospital for a detailed checkup.
This was the very first time when I was being admitted to the A&E at Khoo Teck Puat Hospital.
Did registration, consultation, sent for X-ray.
X-ray report were perfectly fine, no fractured bone.
That was when the doctor couldn't do anything, and I was referred to the Specialist on the following month.
Thank god that the given appointment date fall right after my last paper on the 9th September.
I was put under observation for around an hour in ward as my Blood Pressure was extremely low too.
At the same time, my kneecaps were being bandaged.
And I left for work after everything. ):

Currently, I'm still on medication till the next Specialist Appointment.
Sighs, pain-killers help none at times. ):

I'm thankful that I have understanding and caring managers and colleagues, as well as friends.
Thankyou, people.
I promised I will recover fast. (:

To you;
Thanks for your message last morning.
Neither did I expect it.
It really melt my heart deeply.
Though we were far apart, I know you are still alive in my heart.
I know I didn't express anything in my reply, but do remember, that message really mean alot more than you expected.
That message is really more than anything else, I sweared.
Thankyou, Bunny.

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10:55:00 pm

Monday, August 09, 2010

Happy 45th Birthday, Singapore!

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12:00:00 am

Saturday, August 07, 2010

Indeed working is tiring!
I have been working for really long hours these two days.
Yes, coming up will be consecutive two days with long hours too.
): ): ):

Will be back!

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10:30:00 pm

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

Another day passed aimlessly.
Suddenly having the urge of taking Bus 171 to work, instead of train this morning.
It took me 1hours 30minutes to reach destination.
I have no regrets taking this long journey alone.
Many memorable memories flashed back, which made me felt the guilt of making a mistake. ))):
Though it was a short five hours of work, it seems like so far long.
Looking at the same old spot which you usually fetched me from work, made me teared so much. ))):
Every single thing around me makes me hold on to you even tighter, the importance of you in me.
Been looking at the time and thinking of you, the feelings feel so heartbreaking.
I'm worry for you than anyone else. ):
I'm waiting for 'SWEET SWEET BUNNY' to appear on my phone every second, I sweared.

I'm sorry, I need you. )':

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9:04:00 pm

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

This will be the last week of school before we went away for a three weeks YOG's study break.

This means that final exams are just a month away.
Anyway, we were almost done with all the three presentations.
Two down and the last one will be on Friday.
Though the presentations were not that great, I would say we did our best already.
Hopefully, we will make it through.

Final DSS Hand-on Test was indeed a killer.
I didn't managed to complete it.
It's over, anyway. ):
We got back Business Law Common Test's results today.
To my surprise, I made it, a perfect score.

On a lighter note, tomorrow is a day off from school.
LMS Lesson was an optional one, thus I decided not to attend it.
However, I'm still working tomorrow.
I promised, I will get back my momentum on my work again.

Seeing Bunny working hard for his work, I felt so heartbreaking as I couldn't do anything about it.
All I could do is to support him silently.
Sincerely hope he will be able to cope with everything. ):
Still, I will be there for you if you need me.

Thank god, I still have my Bear with me every night.

I hasn't been eating these few days, not having any appetite though.
Neither do I have a good rest, sleepless.
And these were the biscuits, which Bunny bought for me that day, that filled my tummy.
I left two pieces for Bunny, hopefully he will like it.

I'm sorry.
I love you.
I miss you so badly.

Expect the Unexpected
7:42:00 pm

I felt really guilty for my wrong doings.
I sincerely apologised to her, him and Bunny. ):

Bunny has just found a job and officially started work today.
It was a total new experience for Bunny.
I believe that the working hours are the advantages, as Bunny doesn't need to worry for waking up early in the early morning and squeezing on the train.
Though the working hours are long, I believe Bunny will get used to it in time to come.
I hope Bunny will be able to adapt to the new working environment and cope with the stress and workloads.
Take a step at a time, alrights?
You can do it, Bunny!

Whatever happens, I will still be here for you always.
Be it happiness or unhappiness, lets brave it through together.
I love you.

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12:16:00 am

Saturday, July 24, 2010

After two years of serving National Service, yesterday was Boyfriend's ORD.
I was proud of him as he successfully managed to get his driving license afterall. (:

We caught the movie, Old Cow Vs Tender Grass at Plaza Singapura.

We had the Mid-Night session this time round.

Afterall, the movie was a great disappointment, the storyline was rather boring.

I guessed this was the worst Singapore Movie Production of all I have watched so far. =/

Aftermath, we spent the whole night together, was only back home this morning.

I'm going off for dinner to celebrate Dearest Grandfather's Birthday. (:

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4:20:00 pm

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Baby Bunny is hiding in Big Bunny's blanket! :D

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2:57:00 pm

Monday, June 21, 2010

Yesterday, we had a swim at Yishun Swimming Complex in the late morning.
Guessed what, we had sunburnt! ):
Headed to Tampines for dinner.
And home sweet home.
What a tiring day but it's worthwhile! (:

After a long fulfilling weekends, Baby is back to camp for a three day duty.
And it's time for me to get back on track for my projects, again! ):
I hate the feelings so much. ):

Gonna miss Baby alot!

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1:19:00 pm